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[ar:Hotel Books]
[al:Everything We Could Have Done Differently]
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[00:00.000]Car Crash - Hotel Books
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[00:00.060]Written by：Cam Smith
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[00:00.121]It was problematic at best to perceive existence
[00:04.102]感知存在 困难重重
[00:04.102]With a myopic lens I embedded into myself
[00:08.156]即使戴上隐形眼镜 还是不得而知
[00:08.156]My lack of gestures limited the effectiveness of my delivery
[00:12.643]没有手舞足蹈 限制了话语感染力
[00:12.643]And all she begged for was deliverance
[00:15.156]她苦苦哀求 不过是得到解脱
[00:15.156]Soft eloquent passages that provided closure
[00:18.956]温柔动人的别语 宣告终结
[00:18.956]Not answers just closure
[00:22.458]没有答案 只是结束
[00:22.458]And I somehow fashioned together an array of
[00:24.786]我竟然能将玻璃碎片重新排列组合
[00:24.786]Broken glass that looked enough like a vase that it would pass
[00:29.156]拼凑出可供赏玩的花瓶的一样全新造型
[00:29.156]And she would accept it
[00:30.855]她会欣然接受
[00:30.855]And have a way to keep her roses watered and alive again
[00:38.186]找到拯救生命之花的方法 重新焕发生机
[00:38.186]But I was broken prized among the lackluster thieves
[00:41.932]可我的人生早已不被平庸取代 支离破碎 乏善可陈
[00:41.932]Immune to pain and pain by immunity
[00:44.397]饱经风霜 痛苦让我麻木
[00:44.397]She beckoned me and she lessened me
[00:46.964]她点头示意我 给我些许安慰
[00:46.964]Because no other love would accommodate my blindfold so easily
[00:51.757]因为其他人不会轻易包容我的意气用事
[00:51.757]And I was afraid to change but I was afraid of not changing
[00:59.187]我害怕改变 更害怕一成不变
[00:59.187]And I was afraid to change but I was afraid of not changing
[01:08.574]我害怕改变 更害怕一成不变
[01:08.574]A quick flood of blood infecting my brain
[01:11.889]鲜血上涌 侵染我的大脑
[01:11.889]Dashboard you dashboard blank slate
[01:16.257]淹没了你的身影 往事烟消云散
[01:16.257]My narrow lens no longer mattered no longer weighed in
[01:20.469]我狭隘的目光无关紧要 早已无足轻重
[01:20.469]And neither did your fear your insecurities or your smile
[01:29.435]你内心的恐惧 你的局促不安 你的笑容 已然逝去
[01:29.435]That moment three seconds of uncertainty
[01:32.197]一瞬间 短暂的迟疑
[01:32.197]Fate circumvented the concrete dividers
[01:35.659]命运突然改变 灾祸纷至沓来
[01:35.659]Followed by six seconds of nervous prayer
[01:38.837]紧接着是六秒紧张的祈祷
[01:38.837]Nervous cursing nervous something
[01:42.291]不安的诅咒 内心惴惴不安
[01:42.291]Just as poisonous as the snake it came from
[01:44.954]像毒蛇一样扑向我
[01:44.954]The oppression presented in my lies
[01:47.579]夹杂着痛苦的谎言 一览无余
[01:47.579]Those godforsaken lies limited me even more
[01:53.734]罪孽深重的谎言将我重重禁锢
[01:53.734]Seven seconds of promising myself
[01:56.232]接下来的七秒钟 我暗自承诺
[01:56.232]Promising myself that if I survived I would stop bargaining
[02:00.542]我保证 如果我幸存下来 我绝不讨价还价
[02:00.542]I would stop pushing off effort in exchange for more time
[02:03.985]我会坚决果断 为自己争取更多的时间
[02:03.985]I would stop neglecting civil spiritual and personal duties
[02:07.734]我不会无视公民 违背契约精神和个人义务
[02:07.734]Or promises
[02:08.923]或是承诺
[02:08.923]One the other they both seemed unlikely at that point
[02:12.826]做出选择 此刻 他们无法达成一致
[02:12.826]Two seconds the longest two seconds I've ever experienced
[02:16.547]接下来的两秒 是我经历过的最漫长的时间
[02:16.547]Of lying to myself lying to my god and lying to you
[02:23.610]欺骗自己 欺骗上帝 甚至欺骗你
[02:23.610]The words I promise seemed so trite so inaccurate
[02:28.794]这句我保证 似乎是老生常谈 毫无诚意
[02:28.794]Sirens ended the charade and began the investigation
[02:31.928]危机四伏 猜疑也该结束 开展调查
[02:31.928]Seated on the cold end of a wooden table
[02:34.874]呆呆地坐在木桌子的另一端 瑟瑟发抖
[02:34.874]I shouted this is who I was but not who I am
[02:40.307]我声嘶力竭 这是曾经的我 绝非我现在的模样
[02:40.307]I assured them mistakes were to be made
[02:42.675]我向他们保证 人难免会犯错
[02:42.675]But lessons were to be learned
[02:44.575]可我会吸取教训
[02:44.575]I always thought that's what life was
[02:47.488]我一直认为 这就是生活的本来面目
[02:47.488]Just a collection of moments intended for lessons
[02:52.526]把种下的恶果一并给我 让我反思过错
[02:52.526]Or a collection of lessons looking for moments to fulfill them
[03:00.531]一系列的教训 伺机而动 让他们心满意足
[03:00.531]So foolish a passenger caught up in this accident
[03:05.879]愚蠢的乘客恰巧碰上这场浩劫
[03:05.879]Nothing mattered beyond the fact that I was broken
[03:10.239]没有什么比我悲痛欲绝更为重要
[03:10.239]And hurting and damaged physically
[03:16.277]伤痕累累 痛苦不已
[03:16.277]And I praised god that I was a survivor
[03:21.443]赞扬上帝 我侥幸躲过一劫
[03:21.443]That's when I heard the fate of the driver
[03:26.627]当我听到司机的悲惨命运的时候
[03:26.627]Three seconds later closure
[03:30.053]三秒之后 尘埃落定
[03:30.053]Not answers just closure
[03:33.772]没有答案 只是结束
[03:33.772]Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended I love to you
[03:37.815]迷失在残骸之中 灵魂腾飞 我爱你
[03:37.815]Lost in the wreckage as a soul ascended I love you
[03:42.569]迷失在残骸之中 灵魂腾飞 我爱你
[03:42.569]And every day I wish we could trade places
[03:46.132]此后的每一天 我希望我们能换位思考
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