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[00:00.000]Dreaming Or Sinking - Hotel Books
[00:23.517]以下歌词翻译由微信翻译提供
[00:23.517]I tried looking into her eyes to make sense of my own life
[00:27.006]我试着看着她的眼睛来理解我的人生
[00:27.006]But found senseless realisations
[00:28.435]却发现毫无意义的现实
[00:28.435]I was reckless and she was justification;
[00:31.475]我不计后果，她为我辩解；
[00:31.475]A vacation from the monotony I lived in
[00:34.254]从单调乏味的生活中解脱出来
[00:34.254]And avoiding risk felt nice until I realized
[00:37.314]逃避风险感觉很好直到我意识到
[00:37.314]I was avoiding purpose
[00:39.194]我在逃避目标
[00:39.194]And it's all new but I love her
[00:40.844]一切都焕然一新可我爱她
[00:40.844]At least I think because
[00:41.934]至少我觉得是因为
[00:41.934]I don't want to live so empty
[00:45.344]我不想活得如此空虚
[00:45.344]And I have this tendency to complicate things better
[00:47.414]我总喜欢把事情搞得更复杂
[00:47.414]Than I break things and
[00:49.173]而不是我破坏一切
[00:49.173]She was somehow caught in the in between
[00:51.183]不知何故她陷入了进退两难的境地
[00:51.183]And forever means forever and that's
[00:53.183]永远就是永远
[00:53.183]What it will always mean
[00:54.583]这一切的意义
[00:54.583]And life is a reality except for when it's a dream
[00:57.213]生活就是现实除了那是一场梦
[00:57.213]And those are the moments that I can't seem to think
[01:00.033]那些时光我似乎无法思考
[01:00.033]But I make sense of my mess by making sense of her and me
[01:03.393]但我可以通过理解她和我的关系来解决我的问题
[01:03.393]And this fear keeps me alive
[01:05.193]这种恐惧让我活下去
[01:05.193]This fear of knowing that she could leave me
[01:08.033]害怕知道她会离开我
[01:08.033]And I could try
[01:09.783]我可以试一试
[01:09.783]But this fear fuels the flames
[01:11.523]但这种恐惧助长了我心中的怒火
[01:11.523]That's why I feel like I'm going to die
[01:14.212]所以我觉得我快要死了
[01:14.212]Cause she kept a part of me close by and
[01:16.162]因为她把我的一部分留在身边
[01:16.162]I liked it the best I can
[01:18.812]我竭尽所能地喜欢
[01:18.812]And now that I know who
[01:19.832]现在我知道是谁了
[01:19.832]I used to be it's hard to be happy with who I am
[01:22.412]以前的我很难对现在的我感到开心
[01:22.412]And that's where she came in
[01:24.172]这就是她的作用
[01:24.172]A half-baked smile and a love to pretend
[01:26.572]半生不熟的笑容喜欢伪装
[01:26.572]But prior to then
[01:27.452]但在那之前
[01:27.452]Love was nothing more to me than a vacation
[01:30.332]爱情对我来说不过是一场假期
[01:30.332]A vacant motivation
[01:31.662]一种空虚的动力
[01:31.662]To avoid the means it takes to reach any real end
[01:34.642]为了达到目的不择手段
[01:34.642]A sense of salvation
[01:36.152]一种救赎的感觉
[01:36.152]But also an element of bitter hope
[01:38.002]也是一种苦涩的希望
[01:38.002]To cope with the rope that was tied around my neck
[01:42.582]为了应付脖子上的绳索
[01:42.582]And the saviour I hoped for was chased away
[01:44.841]我期待的救世主被赶走了
[01:44.841]Way back then
[01:45.721]很久以前
[01:45.721]When I found vices to take the place of all the things
[01:48.401]当我发现罪恶取代了一切
[01:48.401]I wanted to be
[01:51.101]我想成为
[01:51.101]And I lost sight of me
[01:52.711]我看不见自己
[01:52.711]But I was told I could be anybody
[01:54.491]可有人告诉我我可以成为任何人
[01:54.491]And I thought
[01:55.301]我以为
[01:55.301]I could find purpose in loving someone who looks like me
[01:58.801]我可以找到爱一个像我这样的人的意义
[01:58.801]And I began dreaming or sinking
[02:00.411]我开始做梦或是沉沦
[02:00.411]Most nights they meant the same thing
[02:02.630]大多数夜晚都是同样的意义
[02:02.630]And when that salvation finally found me
[02:04.899]当我终于得到救赎
[02:04.899]It was traded away for thirty pieces of silver
[02:07.319]它被拿去换了三十块银子
[02:07.319]Seems like that's not too much
[02:08.989]似乎这并不算什么
[02:08.989]I guess but I sold my saviour for a whole lot less
[02:11.469]我想是吧但我把我的救世主卖了一大笔钱
[02:11.469]My two best friends
[02:12.359]我最好的两个朋友
[02:12.359]Acceptance and a mirage of fake happiness
[02:15.259]接受现实虚情假意的幸福
[02:15.259]And now the words I use to cling to as my refuge
[02:18.129]如今我把这些话语当做庇护所
[02:18.129]Now torture me in my head
[02:19.679]现在在我的脑海里折磨我
[02:19.679]Forgive them father they know not what they do
[02:22.559]宽恕他们吧天父他们不知道自己在做什么
[02:22.559]It's funny cause it seems like
[02:23.999]真有趣因为似乎
[02:23.999]I did every time I lied to you
[02:26.209]每当我欺骗你时我都会这样做
[02:26.209]And that's my only truth
[02:28.418]这是我唯一的真理
[02:28.418]That I can't sleep at night
[02:29.878]我夜不能寐
[02:29.878]And I can't get these things right
[02:31.378]我就是做不到
[02:31.378]And salvation escaped when she came into view
[02:33.898]当她映入我的眼帘拯救我的人逃之夭夭
[02:33.898]And now I'm hoping my whole life isn't mistaken as you
[02:37.756]现在我希望我这一生不会被误认为你
[02:37.756]But there's no way of knowing
[02:39.516]可我们无从知晓
[02:39.516]When all I'm doing is coping
[02:42.376]我所做的一切都是为了应对
[02:42.376]With my own pride
[02:46.256]带着我的骄傲
[02:46.256]And my past would fight with me hoping I would find truth
[02:49.225]我的过去总是纠缠着我希望我能找到真相
[02:49.225]But it's never a good idea to start a fight with a man
[02:51.585]但和男人争吵从来都不是好主意
[02:51.585]Who has nothing to lose
[02:55.285]一无所有的人
[02:55.285]And I'm empty
[02:56.955]我内心空虚
[02:56.955]My heart is caving in
[03:00.655]我的心渐渐崩塌
[03:00.655]And for whatever reason
[03:03.795]不管是什么原因
[03:03.795]I finally let somebody in
[03:07.335]我终于让一个人走进我的心里
[03:07.335]And I don't know what love is
[03:09.385]我不知道什么是爱
[03:09.385]But I'm growing
[03:11.155]但我在成长
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