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[00:00.000] 作词 : Aubrey Graham
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Aubrey Graham
[00:05.800]Ice, yeah
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[00:14.232]I'm an only child no one could've made another
[00:17.263]I have to father my mother and treat my son's grandfather like my older brother
[00:21.298]The skies are grey in Toronto, they not a golden color
[00:24.829]I'm feeling like BTS 'cause it took the whole career for me to be so discovered
[00:29.341]I know for sure that my parents they look at me and see a overcomer
[00:33.857]I'm looking back at them and these days I see a older couple
[00:38.371]I see my only uncle lookin' like that shit that I ain't ownin' up to
[00:42.382]And if he said the way he really felt, I probably see his side because I'm old enough to
[00:45.893]I'm looking at all my niggas, they say, "Bro, we love you"
[00:49.402]But all my words really the shit that they be goin' up to
[00:51.910]Feel like 40 won't even listen to my words when he knows I'm in a load of trouble
[00:56.393]I'm in the cut just loadin' rebuttals and I got a bunch of hits on my hand, see the swollen knuckles?
[01:01.414]I tried to tell 'em it's working out for me now
[01:03.914]He said, "Then show your muscles"
[01:05.428]Prove to me that you're still as strong when it's only us two
[01:08.437]They know you thorough with bread, but there's some shit you got to pony up to
[01:11.948]Basically he's sayin' I got growin' up to do, I gotta dig deep
[01:15.456]I really hate those two words, they never bring peace
[01:18.497]I'm at the Bvlgari in Turkey with my bitch and we ain't come here for no big teeth
[01:23.536]Nah, I came here to turn a new leaf and maybe finally get some sleep
[01:27.553]But all I can think about is the mountain to climb and the conversations surrounding my music like their twin peaks
[01:34.058]With Dot back in 2024 was a big piece
[01:36.518]So it's like, this shit is me, but it isn't me
[01:40.028]Y'all keep on asking me what it did to me, that's what it did to me
[01:44.490]When i dig deep they tell me dig deeper
[01:48.009]Tell us how it felt to meet the Grim Reaper
[01:50.034]This album better have some big features
[01:52.040]Well, sorry to burst your bubble but I'm all alone for my mental
[01:56.077]And I've been tryna end so many people, I almost forgot the intro
[02:01.204]Been so sure of my words that I haven't used a pencil
[02:04.321]Been so paranoid that nothing in this world seems coincidental
[02:08.371]Yeah, our brother sold his chain the other day and said that someone snatched it
[02:14.390]I'm still processing that shit, it got me so distracted
[02:16.896]I think he's so desperate and our life is goin' fantastic
[02:20.038]He don't have the heart to come and tell us he pawned it for cash
[02:23.183]Even his baby mama been sayin' he been movin' backwards
[02:26.214]To me, he sold the only thing that has ever mattered
[02:29.240]I could never forgive such a nefarious action
[02:32.340]I'm still healin' my own traumas, I've barely adapted
[02:35.350]This new toxic shit I'm dropping is gon' spin 'til I'm radioactive, yeah
[02:40.819]I really make the roughest days in life look very relaxing
[02:44.484]I don't do psychedelics because I'm too scared of unpacking
[02:47.487]Sometimes I only see myself in my therapist's glasses
[02:50.497]But I'm not taking it serious 'cause she's very attractive
[02:53.505]I know it's a heavy ass decision to bury the hatchet
[02:56.525]It'll take more than six Paul Bearers to carry that casket
[02:59.028]I put the "man" in "manipulation," when I pay your rent and that is a obligation to our attachment
[03:04.547]Then I sprinkle in a little Mercedes and fashion
[03:07.556]If that's not enough for ya, well baby, go back then
[03:10.676]You ****in' do that the spot that I got for you, Jesus
[03:14.694]You gave him reason to speak on my name, that's some weak shit
[03:17.698]They texting proof to my phone and my heart is in pieces
[03:20.206]You keeping your options open, for real, that's some me shit
[03:23.227]Since you gotta be kidding like nephews and nieces
[03:26.275]I keep on rescuing leeches, I can't believe it, I really can't believe it
[03:30.304]I can't believe it, hmm
[03:32.308]Too many wire transfers bound to have a good girl's morals tangled
[03:35.317]The rent-free penthouse and the Van Cleef floor bangles
[03:37.826]And plenty more examples that had you goin' Dora the Explorer
[03:41.927]Outside while I turned a blind eye 'cause it's more than painful, yeah
[03:47.906]I think I also put the "man" in "manifestation"
[03:50.415]Either I'm too numb to this shit or the city is changing
[03:52.923]I bump into people and they act like we literally strangers
[03:56.433]Random intrusive thought, but what happened to Taz's Angels?
[03:58.942]So many people that's not around from that generation
[04:02.032]Niggas wanna talk about a battle, I'm battlin' patience
[04:05.044]Nigga, I battle frustration, I'm bout to turn forty, dawg, I'm battlin' agin'
[04:10.149]I'm battlin' the fact that the album ain't even drop and already they asses complainin'
[04:14.663]**** it, I'll battle the label, **** it, I'll battle the majors, I'll battle the stations 'til my ass is back in rotation
[04:20.184]Shoutout to the real fans that knew what I had in the basement
[04:23.700]Shoutout to the fake fans, I thought we had an arrangement
[04:26.708]How many times have you tried to tell me I had a replacement?
[04:29.218]How many times are you 'bout to ask if I had a vacation?
[04:32.291]How many artists I've had to witness do bad imitations?
[04:35.323]Niggas want me all bent out of shape, rattled, and shaken
[04:38.830]My dad got cancer right now, we battlin' stages
[04:41.839]Trust me when I say there's plenty things I'd rather be facing (For real)
[04:47.326]And this time, ask me to dig deeper, I'll gladly explain it (Yeah)
[04:54.341]Ice